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♥Happiness to be healthy
♥Happiness to have family n friends
♥Happiness to know Sensei
♥Happiness to strive myself when young
♥Happiness to overcome all difficulty
♥Happiness to know any nice ppl around me
♥Happiness is within my heart =) *secret*
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我很想爱他 - Twins
YThursday, November 29, 2007
YMonday, November 26, 2007
Yesterday i was damn busy in the ward as there's a resuscitation case occurred in the ward. Everyone of us went to helping for the resus, included every student nurses too. We were quite nervous as we didn't expect that the patient had such danger in life, no blood pressure and pulse rate at all when a staff went to check her bp. So, everyone was busy to push the emegency trolly to her bedside and helped the doctors to resuscitate her. Unfortunately, the patient could not be save in the end. Everyone of us felt quite sad for her coz this morning the patient was alright and still could talk to other ppl. At that time, i injured myself accidently when i rushed to the bedside and i hit a doctor's leg as i never looked probably when i was running to there. So, my left leg also had pain now..
Be frankly, i was quite nervous during the resus. But i kept telling myself must remain calm and only thinking of how to help doctor to save a patient's life instead. As u knew, everyone must acted very fast during resus coz patient could have brain die within a few minutes without of oxygen! Being a nurse wasn't easy, u must had critical thinking!!By the way, i was very admire all the health care proffesional coz their job were to save other ppl's life!
Human's life was short, it made me became more cherish wat i had now and treasure everything that i had instead of blamed the god or other ppl as u didn't living in a luxurious surroundings. Made ur life simple and happy were very important! Coz human being only could live in this world for once!
YThursday, November 22, 2007
I realised myself had been changed recently since two months ago. And i realised that nowaday i became more courageous and i would strive to overcome the difficulty instead of feeling depressed or let myself down of some unwished things happended on me.One thing that surprised myself was i would say out to correct those ppl when i felt that wat was i doing now was correct. Coz i felt that the ppl would not know wat's wrong with them and they would still continue to do the same things that they actually were not suppose to do it. So, pls pardon me if i was too straight-forward.
Said out something when neccessary became one part of my life! I could say that. If u never said out wat problem had u been facing and u only kept queit in there, ppl would not understand u and they just felt that u were weird or too negative thinking. And even more some of ppl would likes to bully u already!
Althought u told ppl that wat was the problem that u facing and actually why were u felt so angry toward something, i think u really had to confront with them so that u would know wat was the main reason or causes that made them felt that way and why were they like to do something that always against u? Sometime human being were just too blinded by themselve coz they would not realise that they did something wrong to other ppl.
I remembered last time i also encountered a lot of this kind of problems. I chose to kept quiet although i was very angry of some ppl a hundred yr ago. So, i made myself unhappy coz of this things. Haiz, sometime ppl were weird.. But now i changed my mind already. I would tell u that i felt angry toward u coz u had no reason to keep humuliated me while i didn't do anything wrong to u.. In the end, this ppl never bully me anymore after i told this ppl that i had enough of it already. U see,some ppl were weird! They didn't dare to bully some ppl but they liked to bully the weakest ppl whom they thought so.
To me, being quiet "wu zui" ( no wrong), coz it didn't harm other ppl. If u talk too much and harm other ppl's feeling coz of ur 'unlcean' mouth then u were going too far liao. So, i didn't agree that 'jing gou hui yao ren' ( means quiet dog would bite other ppl). If u didn't bully other ppl, u thought other ppl would felt angry toward u too without reason? So, my conclusion was u must said out and found out the reason instead feeling angry alone, coz it would shorthen ur life... Haha, just kidding lar...
Then u would realised that this was the best way to solve the problem betweeen u and them. It could prevent bigger misunderstanding happend.
YWednesday, November 21, 2007
NPSD =)
YSaturday, November 17, 2007
Today i received a lot of gifts from many ppl. This morning i went to work at hosp and there's a ite student gave me a thank you letter and a small box of chocolate. Then i realised that the gift were given from uncle kiat.. I was so touching, coz i didn't expect he was very appreciated i taught him some info and knowledge regarding the disease and the drugs during the 2 weeks of posting in that ward.
During working in the ward, i accidently saw a little girl who look likes 3 or 4 yrs old baby girl sat besides the corridor for about half an hr. When i looked at her carefully, omg, her face was so mature and she didn't look likes baby girl!! She was a female adult but her body size was same as the normal baby body size. I got shocked at the time... I felt so bad to keep looking at her coz i still didn't believe my eye for wat i had seen now!
Then i saw her sat in there and started to crying. A few mins later, a staff told me that the girl actually was waiting for her mum as her mum went to operating theatre for operation no longer ago. So i found out that she cried so sadly coz of she worried about her mum's condition... Then i and a staff went over there and consoled her and reassured her regarding her mum would be alright. We asked her to go back to the cubicle to wait until her mum return back from ot. Coz we worried her sat in the corridor and many ppl were walking around in there, i means ppl might not see her sat in there...
Unfortunately, she was told by sn that her mum had been send to icu after the ot. So, she immediately wanna take lift to the icu to visit her mum. But the thing was she could not able to press the button insides the lift which it could lead ppl to the level of icu due to her body was too short. Then she went back to our ward and asked a staff to help her to press the button. I felt she was so pitiful and poor thing. I was very sorry toward her and i was very sad coz of this...
After finish my work in the ward, i immediately took bus to senja as this afternoon there was a sd meeting, the last institution meeting of this yr!! I also felt sad as this was the last sd institution meeting already.. Haiz, i would be graduated soon and i could not join the sd meeting anymore. So miss the ppl there, they all were kind.
Everyone got a piece of chocolate from song heng which he bought from soka university!! Wah, i seldom saw this kind of chocolate esp from soka.. And i got a special string during the meeting too!! Btw, yi ling also gave me a blue color soga t-shirt. Wah, today i really received a lot of gifts :P
After the meeting, a few of us went to bukit panjang to have our dinner. We ate at the long john silver shop. Umm, we sat there and chat and so on... After that we went home individually after dinner...
P/s: the most important thg in our life is we have a healthy body. Ppl always think that life would be perfect if we can have beauty face! Actually sometime i also feel myself not pretty enough and always feel my face is very big.... :P when i see those unfortunate ppl , i feel very sad for their suffering condition. Life is imperfect! we really have to help needy ppl as much as possible when we are young and still alive in this world. Helping ppl is the most happiest thing in our life!
YSaturday, November 10, 2007
I went to visit the malay friends' home during hari raya with a group of ppl whom also were same course as me... Yeah, i had fun when went to visit their home... And ate alot of yummy food too. Haha :P
YFriday, November 09, 2007
This is the cgh students outing after the 10 weeks' posting at cgh!! Yeah, we finnally completed our clinical attachment. Gambeteh for the prcp!! MOve on now....
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he is jay chou.
he also is a well-known musical genius
i likes his songs since a few yrs ago
recently i find myself start to listening music again
and i realise that i love songs SO MUCH
my world may seems boring without music
i damn love this picture as he can play piano without looking at the keyboard
he look cool when playing piano!
